the moths, they are everywhere.
they crouch silently on the walls, in the dark. they form posses on the screen door, springing away in a flurry of beating wings, whenever you enter or exit. they divebomb my face, waking me, burrowing their wings into my ears. i smack the side of my head before i'm awake enough to realize what's happening.
the moths and i, we are at war. amazing how quickly i attribute human qualities to in-human creatures or object the moment they begin to inconvenience me. the moths are evil. the moths are out to get me. the moths lie in wait for me. i seal all windows and doors, entombing myself in the apartment. i systematically target one moth after another, armed with an empty arby's soda cup and an unopened piece of junk mail. once captured in the cup, i fling them out the window. i sweep my eyes over every room i enter, narrowing in on their dark bark-colored bodies with Terminator-like focus.
it occurs to me that perhaps i am descending into madness. it occurs to me that perhaps i am capturing and releasing the same moths that i just captured and released minutes ago. but it's too late for reason. as i write these words, they hurl themselves at my window- ping, ping, ping. i am at the point where i flinch and jump when a hair from my own head falls across my skin because it feels identical to the brush of a moth's wing. my arby's cup and i, we are ready.
proof that this is not all in my head: the abq moth invasion has been reported on in the news. if it's on tv, it's got to be true ("Mothageddon").
they crouch silently on the walls, in the dark. they form posses on the screen door, springing away in a flurry of beating wings, whenever you enter or exit. they divebomb my face, waking me, burrowing their wings into my ears. i smack the side of my head before i'm awake enough to realize what's happening.
the moths and i, we are at war. amazing how quickly i attribute human qualities to in-human creatures or object the moment they begin to inconvenience me. the moths are evil. the moths are out to get me. the moths lie in wait for me. i seal all windows and doors, entombing myself in the apartment. i systematically target one moth after another, armed with an empty arby's soda cup and an unopened piece of junk mail. once captured in the cup, i fling them out the window. i sweep my eyes over every room i enter, narrowing in on their dark bark-colored bodies with Terminator-like focus.
it occurs to me that perhaps i am descending into madness. it occurs to me that perhaps i am capturing and releasing the same moths that i just captured and released minutes ago. but it's too late for reason. as i write these words, they hurl themselves at my window- ping, ping, ping. i am at the point where i flinch and jump when a hair from my own head falls across my skin because it feels identical to the brush of a moth's wing. my arby's cup and i, we are ready.
proof that this is not all in my head: the abq moth invasion has been reported on in the news. if it's on tv, it's got to be true ("Mothageddon").
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